It's sick how you think you're any good at this.
Why are you even here in the first place? You don't deserve this. You don't deserve the position you have. It's a wonder you get by at all.
Why would you when the work to is too much for your pathetic little self to handle?
Enough about saying "you don't care what other people say, because you're true to yourself". You and I both know that's a load of bullshit. You care. You care too much because you're afraid of getting hurt.
They're usually right anyways.
I wonder what the others would say if they saw what you really wrote, what you really enjoyed? They would never talk to you again, afraid whatever you had was contagious. You could've tried to be like them, you know. It's obvious in your writing you try way too hard.
You could've tried harder, you lazy-ass.
You confine yourself to living in this shell, afraid to show people your work. Of course, you flaunt that unseeable crap around like it's something awesome, don't you? What a clever way to fool them.
What about them, huh? What about what they do? You'll never amount to them. Doesn't matter how hard you try- or don't. See, they've found their place and are building it, where as you- you're stuck not knowing what to do, an outcast among them. Among all of the perfect them.
There's a reason for that, too.
It's because you're nobody.
CA= Class Assignment BTW
Honestly I don't like how it came out. :/ But, I wasn't planning on working on it for long anyways XD It's for CW class, so I just felt like doing something on the tablet. XD
So, we're doing this one assingment where we have to create an inner critic. This is the person inside us that degrades us and our writing specifically. Some of the cocky-bitch girls in the class were like "LOL WE HAVE NO! We doesn't listen to them because they're stupid!" And I was like "You don't? Seriously?"
Don't we all? XD
Mine just happens to be harsher than most, m'srs. XD
My friends ended up doing stuff like old dead guys, skeletons, monsters, etc, which you were allowed to do and was actually encouraged, but you know... who else is harsher than ourselves?
So I did a strange version of me. Eyes are a must, of course. This is actually stuff I WOULD wear, given the oppertunity. This is stuff I like to wear, is bright stuff. But I look terrible in it, honestly. S'why I usually wear darker stuff.
The point of this is that it's somewhat who I WANT to be, but shouldn't be at the same time. Ehhh. If that makes sense.
Lol wat am I doing! Drawing for creative writing class PSHAW
Everything belongs to me~
(Oh and if you thought any of what I mentioned above wasn't true or I was over exaggerating, that's really how I think XD)